Peace Is Something I Have to Stop Leaving

Ocean view from a coastal hike in Pacifica, California, with dramatic clouds, wildflowers, and a rocky peninsula extending into the Pacific Ocean.

My peace can sometimes feel like something that is out there that I have to go find. Maybe I have to hike up the hill? I wonder if a better view will help me find peace? Some days I need to drive myself to the ocean. Will I find my peace walking along the edges…

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I Keep Coming Back to Myself

I keep writing and rewriting because some part of me still believes I can change the story. Not the facts.Not what happened. But the emotional ending. Some part of me still wants to arrive at a version where I finally understand enough, explain enough, soften enough, heal enough, and then suddenly everything will feel peaceful.…

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