Peace Is Something I Have to Stop Leaving

May 31, 2026 |
Ocean view from a coastal hike in Pacifica, California, with dramatic clouds, wildflowers, and a rocky peninsula extending into the Pacific Ocean.

Last Updated on May 31, 2026 My peace can sometimes feel like something that is out there that I have to go find. Maybe I have to hike up the hill? I wonder if a better view will help me find peace? Some days I need to drive myself to the ocean. Will I find…

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fear of fear

May 10, 2026 |
Soft orange sun on the horizon reflected on calm blue water at dusk, with a hazy, blurred sky.

Last Updated on May 12, 2026 One of the things we talked about in Mystery School today was “fear of fear.” I realized how much of my life has been shaped not only by fear itself, but by trying to organize my life around avoiding fear. Avoiding rejection.Avoiding abandonment.Avoiding being misunderstood.Avoiding not being enough.Avoiding not…

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