intentions for my ceremony

What I Hope to Explore

I hope to explore who I am when I’m untethered from who I think I’m supposed to be — from the versions of me I’ve shaped for respect, validation, or belonging.
Who am I when I stop waiting for the “right time” to be myself?

I want to experience more peace, joy, and energy. To feel supported by the universe and the people in my life. To feel loved. To treat myself as sacred — gently, lovingly — and tend to my own beauty way.

I want to explore the mission of my soul: what I’m here to do in this life.
To live after the healing — to step into doing, creating, offering, and embracing life fully.
To allow myself to change and become who I am meant to be now.

I hope to further explore my powerful, wise, sexual, sensual self — to own my strength, gentleness, and pace in creating a fulfilling sensual life. I want to continue exploring with M. — being more honest, real, direct, and engaged.

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What I Wish to Heal

I wish to heal the parts of me that feel ugly, unworthy, small, or insignificant.
To release shame, self-criticism, and the belief that I’m unlovable or a failure for how I look or who I am.
To heal the opposition within myself — the inner war that turns anger inward and makes me suffer.

I wish to heal the part of me that pushes love away before I can be hurt, and the part that abandons myself for crumbs of love or approval.

I pray to heal my heart, body, mind, and soul from all past hurts, traumas, and disappointments — to see them with love, but no longer be ruled by them.
May the healed parts stay healed.
May I know my limits and still be bold in exploring what’s possible.
May I regulate myself without using others, and allow myself to be held, loved, and supported.

I wish to heal the patterns that keep me small — the desire to be seen as weak, pitiable, or dependent.
I wish to heal the part of me that felt silenced or unsafe — who couldn’t speak up, set boundaries, or protect herself.
May she now find her voice, her power, and her sovereignty.

I also wish to release any need for others to be different than they are.
I allow people to be themselves, and I clearly express who I am, what I need, and what is right for me — simply, lovingly, and with ease.

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What I Aspire to Become

I aspire to become someone who is impeccably safe for myself.
Someone honest, authentic, and vulnerable — grounded in inner confidence rather than seeking approval.

I aspire to become secure, confident, and deeply self-knowing.
I stand firm in my truth and communicate my boundaries with love and clarity.
I speak my desires with courage and power, breathing deeply and speaking from my heart.

I desire to be connected, supported, and loved without depletion.
To be empowered and clear.
To speak my heart and mind freely.
To claim my space — and be with people who delight in the woman I am becoming.